What Am I Doing?

Dont really know what I am doing just trying to stay afloat…which is not a good thing, but I will soon figure it all out .

Went to Maxwell’s Club on Saturday

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Can u believe I actually had a good time? Yea!!! I did. I did. I enjoyed myself. No drama at all…just a really good time.

Walked into the club ..looking fierce …and I had a feeling that it was 25 and up and lo and behold it was…peeped the sign they had posted in the front ….DAMN…but looked at boo, he looked at me ..still went for it. Dude stamped my hand and just walked off. For a minute I thought I would be embarrassed… Wanna go back there but afraid next time I wont be soo lucky to get in. That club was soo laid back..had a good time…Was comfortable enuff to dance and didnt have to have a drink to do so….was just naturally high and had a good time. I luv them old folks club. Not saying I wanna rush and be 25 when I just turned 24 but ya know damn I like that place

Why did this girl try to holla at me at the club?? I started to take her damn number and give that motherfuckr something to be mad about ..just for giggles…ha…

Black face been breaking out really bad. I think its from ingrown hairs or whatever, but I done bought every freaking contraption for the face under the sun and nothing is getting rid of it. His face looks really bad and you know that pretty boy dont like that I met him that was one of the things I liked about him was his pretty sexy chocolate brown skin.

I had broke out real bad last year too but my face has cleared up and he broke out right after me and his face has not. When we broke out around the same time I told him folks gone think we got something because we both looking contagious, but luckily I got that shiit off my face

..I dont know why I told him they look like lesions now I got his azz skurred. Finally got him to go to the doctor tomorrow to see about his face and he says he is going to take an AIDS test. I got him worried. Shiit I aint tryna worry you because I been fukking with ya for 6 years so if you got AIDS I am pretty sure my azz got it too by now. Just stating the facts. Seriously doubt it but I always get nervous at the thought of getting an AIDS test. I think everyone does even if you know you been protective. Thats a killer and definitely not a good way to go. Had a cousin die from AIDS.

We shall see.

Auntie called me yesterday to tell me she just got back from Cali and it was nice. Little Cousin Danni Poo dating a white guy now …Whatever floats your boat if you like em I love him. Told me Danielle(God I hate that name now!..anyways)had gotten bigger. She had told us that she was now 230, but Auntie say she wears it well with no stomach all azz…. I was in shock about that because I knew she was doing some modeling in LA but shiit its in the food because everybody is getting thick. Them damn hormones they injecting into the food is killing us all. Why did I cook some chicken legs the other day that was huge as all get out. I thought they were turkey wangs and refused to eat them..that shiit is not normal…oh well…I am going to lay it down..try to not be soo addicted to the computer..but its hard as all get out…until next time

Chrissy