I Get So Weak..Sunday edition

Sunday

On Saturday, Bj left to get his hair braided from a woman that lives down the street from me and when he made it back we pretty much lazed around the house the whole day. He bought some “green” from one of the guys that was there getting his hair braided as well so we pretty much spent the whole day Saturday and Sunday getting blazed. It was kinda bunk though. We usually get “the green” from Southpark but to avoid travelling that far and because we’ve been looking for a connection on my side of town we went ahead with this guy. I was just buzzing it didn’t really get me like I like to feel.

Sunday we must have had sex at least 3 times before Bj left. My pussy is a little sore but satisfied. It’s like I can feel ole girl smiling down there LOL. I am kind of upset with myself that I got soo weak minded and couldn’t stick by what I said but I am only human. I guess because the past few weeks have been kinda lonely for me and when he started kissing on my neck it became hard for me to say no.

Bj got up to leave around 7 and I walked him to the door. Usually he is the one that asks me if he could stay another night but he didn’t and before he walked out I was surprised that I ended up asking him if he would stay. He paused for a long time before answering yes and I guess I got upset that he took soo long to answer that I was like thats okay just go ahead and go.

Right now my head and feelings are real discombobulated. I don’t know whether I should just leave Bj alone since obviously we can’t be friends. I mean we could but that would be really hard for me because I have feelings for him *sigh*. I don’t know what to do.

I blame it on the dick that has my head screwed up right now. When I think about me and Bj that old SWV song comes to my mind. “I get soo weak in the knees. I can hardly speak. I lose all control and …….”

All them girls could sing hunh?

Until Next Time…

Chriss

Still From Beyonce ‘Deja Vu’ Video

Click here to watch Beyonce’s new ‘Deja Vu’ Video. I am posting some stills that I found on another site from the video. I personally think someone had too much time on their hands in order to get these but thats okay B girl handle yo business because if you don’t somebody else will. Mos Def. Don’t you agree ?

Beyonce New Video ‘Deja Vu’

What do ya’ll think about that new song of hers? Now I am a true Beyonce fan and not one of those Beyonce haters they got running around here. Ya’ll know who I am talking about. That girl does her thang plus she repping that H-Town however I don’t like the song. There’s really nothing special about it. We were expecting her to come back with a BIG BANG!!! VAVA VOOOM!!. This song doesn’t have any uuuumph!! to it. Now I admit it has grown on me a little since it has come out, but I feel she could have done a much better job. Yes, much better.I was holding my breath waiting for this girl to come back out and was kinda disappointed when I heard the new song. You can watch the video here:

I have to say my girl Beyonce looks great in the video even though I don’t particularly like it. Sometimes I can watch a video for a song that I dont particularly like and once I see that video I will start liking the song. Maybe because the video gave some meaning to the song that I didnt see before or it was just a good azz video. Kinda like with TLC Waterfall, now I did not like that song worth a damn until I saw The Waterfalls video. I started to understand the whole message they were putting out there. They was talking about something and I thought it was one of the best videos of all time.

I am just not getting the whole Deja Vu thing and what the video has to do with the song. Looks to me like she’s doing a lot dancing around on Jay Z and thats about it. Very mediocre and boring. Maybe I need to turn in my Beyonce-luvin card NOT!! However like everyone else I will be waiting eagerly to hear the album which is due in stores September 5, 2006. Don’t forget to cop it and you are more than welcome to post your comments on how you feel about the video. I would love to hear them and don’t forget to checkout Category Beyonce to the right of the page. =)

Lyfe Jennings – Must Be Nice

My Co-worker Hipped Me To Him And He Is Really Good. Yeah I am on the late show ya’ll if ya already feeling him. He and Jaheim both have that old soulful voice with tinges of  remembrance of that Teddy Pendergrass sound. I love it!!

Stupid

Why dis lady send her husband ova her to fix the dryer knowing damn well he dont know how to fix shiit? Come pick it up and get it taken care of and stop wasting my time and yours. Talking bout he coming back at 2 in order to “look” <—-? at it . Its going on 4 now what? I soo hate having my evenings interrupted. Why when you call these folks to fix things they want to look at you like you broke it. Puh-lease give me a break.

Very restless right now. Need new starter for car. Warranty does not cover it. Mo money more problems. The Amp went bad …why didnt he tell me it was a used Amp? If I had a known that I would have told him to make damn sure It has some type of warranty on it before you buy it. Men!!! lPeople be trying to fucc over you. Just bought they Amp brought it to you to install and it stop working the next day and you say we cant get our money back. Are u freaking kidding me? Of course I had to go up in there and act like a biitch. One thing that makes me mad about that man. He can tell me what to do all day long but when it comes to money he lets folks rip him off. Dont do that !!! If I was him I would not have even got another Amp from them…would have took my money elsewhere. Got a brand new one this time.

I wonder if Daddy coming over this weekend. He said he was but he shole havent called. Imma call him and c whats up though. I aint for chasing no one even though he is my daddy. Just hate when people say they going to do sumthing and dont do it. Put it in the Lords Hands. Thats all I can do is pray for him because he acting funny. Something is up.

Baby bar b q this weekend. Might invite my Aunt over. She want me to start working out with her. Say D (her ex)  tried to turn off her membership with 25 (had to go back and read that I mean 24 )hour fitness and she went and politely turned it back on Crazzy!!I guess the girl figure since she not with my Aunt no more she gone cancel her membership. Shiit the membership free anyway…D job gets them a free membership. Not like she paying for it My aunt be getting caught up in some shiit. Told me she about to hit the lottery and make us rich. Hey just make sure you dont go in hiding..give me a call. I cant see spending my money on the lottery like that. I tried but just cant get in the hang of it. My whole family be doing that shiit.

Well aint nuttin going on but the rent. I wish I could go to the Essence music festival. Need to try calling 102 and winning some tickets ya know. They jammin that Charlie Wilson..gonna make me go out and buy that cd 102. His new song is jamming too. Now thats how you make a comeback Gap Band Lemme go back to cleanin my house …been taking too many breaks …