Uhh! This cat!

Seem like i just posted about my four day weekend. And today is already the last day of it. Aww Shit!!

Yea I forgot to post that BJ got me a cat like a month ago. We call her BB. It stands for busy body. That she is. One of his customers gave the cat to him and he already had told the customer he would take it but then called me to confirm. I didn’t want it but I didn’t tell him that because I thought he wanted it.

What is it about men that makes them always want to give me animals? My ex gave me a cat too. We named her Sunday because we found her on a Sunday. Had the cat for years and just got rid of her a few months ago. So I think it was non thinking on my bf part to give me another cat. When I got rid of the first one that should have told him don’t bring no more but I should have spoke up too . I just couldn’t say no.

The cat was chill at first man. Real laid back cat. She stayed to herself. All she did was find her a corner and curled up in it. I was like cool, this is just the kind of cat that I wanted. I always see folks with cats curled up in there window all day. Thats what I want a big ole lazy cat. Kinda like me lol.

My bf was all excited because we got our first pet together and shiit. He had me excited too but I was still skeptical because I know how cats are and I was right. Cat running all around the house, knocking stuff down, making a mess in the bathroom with her cat litter spread all across the floor. Don’t let us go in the room at night and leave her out. We sleep with the door closed. It keeps the room cooler. She wants to come in so she bams on the door for about an hour and when I went out of the room this morning I saw that she had pulled up the carpet in front of our bedroom door. Brand new carpet. *Sighs*

I don’t know how much longer i can deal with the terror. I am really not an animal person but I try to be. I like my peace and quiet times. Don’t like to be bothered much. My bf is regretting getting her too probably because of the way she is getting on my nerves.

She is really a cutie tho. Look at her. You want her?? You know you want her.

My cat BB

Everything Is Good

I really don’t have much to write about ya’ll. Everything is good. Me and mine getting along just fine. I love that man! He brings soo much joy into my life. We are enjoying life. I cannot wait to be engaged, married, barefoot and pregnant with little Chris’ and Bryants running around. Ha Ha. Living the good life.

As for work, more things have changed as usual. This is really one of the most can’t make up their fucking minds companies I and I am sure you have ever worked for. Shit is always changing. Remember last month I made a post that they had something else up their sleeve. Read here. But this time the change was actually something I liked. I can digg it. <smile> No more fucking s-a-l-e-s. Hallelujah!! Thank you Jesus! We do s-t-r-a-i-g-h-t customer service now. Something I always wanted to do. I hate to fucking sale. I don’t even know how I allowed myself to get roped into that type of job atmosphere anyway, but it is a paycheck and an easy one at that now. People call in now wanting to c-a-n-c-e-l their member-ships and I process their fucking cancellation without one fucking effort. Booooooo bitch get off my line. Its funny the customers are like aren’t you going to try to convince me to keep it. Naw Bitch your ass is cancelled!!!!!!!!!!!! Gone about your business if you don’t want it then you don’t have to have it. People I swear? When you try to pitch a sale to them they don’t want to hear it but get mad when you don’t sale to their ass lol. Unfucking believable…

But as I stated this job is always changing so I don’t expect for it to stay like this too long. I am sure eventually they will find some way for us to start back doing s-a-l-e-s even tho they just let go of the s-a-l-e-s dept last month. Can’t make up their fucking mind I tell you but I am going to ride this wave while it lasts. My job is such a freaking joy now. Calls are sloooow right now which is soo unusual for this company. Usually they are back to back all day to where I can’t even get a breath in between. Soo they have been letting people A-u-t-o now which is basically when the calls are slow they have a number of spots available for people to go home who choose to. This is bad because I don’t know how to turn that down. I have been doing A-u-t-o for the last couple of weeks and my last check was hurting because of it. Its funny my co-workers get mad at me because I leave everyday early.

Whatever! Hell they have the option to do so too but they pass it up so why they make their little snide remarks about me going home everyday I would not know. Mad because they can’t I guess. Hell its me going home with a small ass paycheck so why the fuck you hating guys?? Its funny because everybody want to go home early on Friday tho and let my ass be the one to get an A-u-t-o spot. Good Lord! All I hear is “she been going home early all week”. Ummm didn’t your ass have the option to as well which you decide to pass up. To me A-u-t-o is like a long deserved vacation for me. Soon the calls will be back to back again and we all will be complaining glued to our fucking seats. Not going a got damn where. Give me a break.

But that is pretty much all that is going on with me and as you can tell its not much buts its alll good

Love ya

My Life My Life My Life My Life

It has been awhile since I have truly been this happy. I am letting my guard down more and more each day but still not all the way down because thats when things start fuccing up right? I really love this man and I used to always say darn everyone getting blessed being happy when is it my turn to be happy. I know I have been blessed being able to have a job from 4 years, not going hungry, having a roof over my head and clothes on my back. I am happy for that. All this not having no one to depend on but THE MAN up above. I have never had to ask my family for jack. My baby is like stop being soo damn independent (even tho thats what he says he loves about me). Its hard sometimes to let go and just BE A WOMAN. I have been the man and the woman in the relationship for soo long I forget I got someone that takes care of business and does it VERY WELL.

But HE really blessed me when he removed someone from my life that meant no good for me not only that but replaced him with someone that is devoted to pleasing me and I do the same for him. Thats my heart right there. Everyone in bad relationships that feel like they don’t have the strength to let it go should keep praying to God about the situation because I know what its like to feel like you are “STUCK” in a bad situation. I have been there and I know what it feels like and its not a good feeling to just takes someones bullshiit disrespecting you and not appreciating you when you really don’t have to take that so why do we become soo complacent. Do what you do and find someone that appreciates you for you and all that jazz. Why do you and get stepped on by an ungrateful mutherfuccer. I fear sometimes getting “STUCK” again but with my honey he is soo respectful and patient with me I really feel there is nothing to fear. Plus Id like to think I am little bit stronger this time but Love makes me weak. We get along great enjoy each others company have fun with one another and we both know how to be a big kid and then get serious. I would do anything for that man.

In other news my job is making yet another change. Aint that a biitch. This company lays off people more than a little bit. It has decided all of a sudden it doesn’t need its sales dept so has decided to do away with it so they are going to FIRE the sales dept and let them get re-hired again at get this 9.00 an hour WTH. Instead of doing sales they are going to be doing what I do which is mainly customer service. Ain’t that something. Aren’t I glad that I transferred from sales to customer service so I would not have to deal wit that bs. This company I swear. One of my best friends has been with the company for 5 years and she is going to be reduced to 9.00 an hour and she will lose her seniority and this girl has 4 kids. That is not funny. So they offered them a severance package instead if they don’t want to do that and will give them she said 1000 for each year that she has been there. Hummmm…..ok? But she says she is just soo fed up with the company and all of the changes that they keep doing that she is going to just take the 5 grand and look for something else. Can’t say that I blame her. If I was put in that position that is hard and scary to make a change but hey I have been with the company for 4 years and I know I deserve way more that 9.00 dollars and hour for all that I put up with. Hell I should be making more that I am making at this moment but a year ago they decided they wanted to take a dollar away from everyone

With every change this company makes I just take it like a soldier or a little bitch whichever way you see it and roll with the punches. I have seen soo many ppl get fired from the company over some of the most silliest stuff and I have survived, but I be damn if I allow them to play with my money again just because The company decides they want to lower their starting pay rate to 9.00 an hour and is trying there damndest to figure out away to pay their loyal employees who have been there for years what they pay their new hires. Get outta here. That is ass backwards. I have been with the company for 4 years . I got all that time invested and you gonna play me like that. I feel this is not over they definitely got something more up their sleeve. Like maybe lowering my dept to 9.00 dollars an hour. I . THINK. NOT. I am not going to worry about it. I have been thru it all and will still come out on top and my girl got something better that God has for her to do to .

Changes In My Life

If I hate anything its change. I feel like if it aint broke then don’t fucking fix it, but if its one thing that remains constant in my life it is change.

My job is making a lot of changes in February and unfortunately I having to change my schedule from 8 to 5 to 7 to 4. Now the upside of this is I’ll be getting off earlier but I will also be waking up earlier and anyone that knows me knows that I am not a morning person. Everyone is like you can’t get here at 8 so how are you going to get here at 7. I think it might be better for me because I will definitely have to get in the habit of waking up early now when before I would just wake up 30 minutes before I had to be to work and stroll in there at 8:30 like I was ontime or something. Now with having to be to work at 7 I can’t get up no later than 6 now . That sucks because I like to stay up late so Imma have to be in bed mos def by 10 now. I should have been trying to change my schedule to 9 LOL but I know me it dont matter what I change my schedule too I’m going to be late to my own damn funeral. New schedule starts in February so will keep you posted.

My landlord called me yesterday and said she wanted to come by and take some pictures of my townhouse because she is planning on selling it in January. That dramatically sucks because my lease is up at the end of next month so I have to decide if I want to deal with a new landlord or not and gotta worry about if they gonna raise the rent on me or what. I was not planning to move so I haven’t saved up any kinda moving expenses so If they decide to raise the rent…..GOD NOOOO!!! Pray about that please!! I might have to grin and bear it. Also I need to know how I would be getting my deposit back and everything if I stay and its gonna be a new person that I am paying rent to? Soo confusing…

My aunt is not talking to me anymore and I don’t know why and I am being stubborn and not calling her also. Its kinda obvious that she is not talking to me because she used to call me every other morning to wake me up before work. I know her gf does not like me so I dont know if she has been filling her head with b.s. or not but oh well. I am pretty much in this world by myself. People are soo fickle.

Am I unemployed?

Oh Gosh do I still work. I need to get back into the swing of things because cutting my own paycheck in half is not going to git it

Rocky is getting soo big. Lastnight when Baby was in the shower and I was on the computer I am chillin thinking Rocky somewhere chillin in a corner curled up sleep…but noo Baby come out the shower and is like Boo come look at where Rocky is . Rocky done climbed the stairs I am like damn aint u a big boy He looked soo funny trying to climb the stairs.He puts his front 2 feet on a step and then tries to pull the back two legs up. I am like aww man thats kinda scarey because he can easily slide back and bust his azz on the floor. He keep trying to do it too and the next time he did it he almost ended up at the top of the stairs. Climbed the first set of stairs and was climbing the second set. Ya know our staircase curves around. Funny and not soo funny at the same time Mr BusyBody.

Trying to figure out what to do . Already 1 and have not gotten dressed yet. Time sure flies when u not at work dont it ? I need to stop by Trang store and drop off the rent. She had me sit the dryer outside lastnite for her husband to pick up so its on its way to being fixed. Refrigerator is empty so gotta go take care of that. Need a refill and manicure but its not in my budget, Baby get paid today so hoping he can be nice and treat me Need to stop by the bank and I would like a new outfit. Man I really need to carry my azz to work because my money is not looking right. I been taking full advantage of that Auto I tell ya. Wednesday sup goes we got PRE AUTO for health and dental for thurs and fri and dont u know I put my name on both those sheets of paper He was like I though u would just take half a day… but u cant say no can u? I really cannot. I say Mr B if ya got Auto next week dont tell me about it because I am going to be glued to my seat next week. I refuse to move. I only worked 1 day this week. What tha hell??? And shiit always comes up in this household with the price of lights and gas I needs to not be taking noo days off.

I need to see a dermatologist because my face is back breaking out and I been drinking mad water and laying off the soda. Its a bunch of crock. Baby done cleared his face up beautifully. They gave him the strongest medicine pills they got on the market say if u pregnant or your girl pregnant u cant even have sex or gotta be safe because the pills cause birth defects. But them pills did wonders on his face. I need to put my insurance to use.

My sex drive for some reason is like supa dupa high and baby cannot keep up and its pissing me off I want it like everyday. We done flipped the script because at first when I was younger he always wanted it and I didnt . I used to not even like sex maybe for like the first 2 years in our relationship. I think my stuff was too tight and we wasnt using nooo lubrication because it hurt like hell and doggystyle I could not bare BUT NOWWWWW!!! Shoot I dont know what happened but I would have it everyday if I could and now he is the one thats always tired. I tried to talk to him lastnite like what is it is it boring ?? I can get the lotion and the toys. He is sooo not into that. Just str8 fuccing for him . Me , I am willing to try new things to spice it up but he not into all that. He say he just tired. Been working late hours I understand. Maybe because I havent been going to work I got all the energy now *lightbulb just came on in my head*
Lemme go handle my chores. Until next time

Chrissy

Auto Crazy

I am going Auto crazy. I havent been to work since Tuesday and thinking about not going in tomorrow. I wake up at 7am still lying in bed ..grab my cell..and call traffic and ask “Ya got any Auto for health & dental (my department) ?” yep okay sign me up. My check gonna be looking shitty again.

Today boo put some new speakers in the car and a amp. It sounds nice too. He think he tha shiit

We done got into the routine of walking the track together every other night. I need to start running it but not motivated to. I heard walking is betta well actually fast pace walking instead of the leisure strolling I be doing. lol

Gone be broke for another 2 weeks. Ya would think that would be my motivation to take my azz to work tomorrow but we shall see..

Well I am about to call it a night….until next time

Chrissy

New Job

Boo got sent to another job and working loooooooooong hours at the Port and me and Rocky are home alone I aint mad though..get ya overtime baby . Lawd knows we can use the money .

Me on the otha hand my check will be s-o-r-r-y coming up on this week cuz I left work everyday last week and when i say everyday i mean EVERYDAY..MON TUES WED THURS FRI..I wasnt playing. Everyday like around 12:00 My sup say you wanna Auto?  Auto is something my job has when the calls are coming in slow they give the option to a certain amount of people to go home early if they like. I was outie 5000ziiie.. I think I did 48 hours but thank God for commission so it will more than make up for it but still getting cheated ya know.

Sup came thru today and asked if I wanted to Auto…man it was soo hard to not say yes, but hell rent is coming up got a 200 dollar light bill and some mo bills that i done got introduced too so I said No ..if ya got it dont tell me about it. Damn 3:00 they came around again with the Auto papers and I was about to git it. Jo was like girl you got 2 hours til5:00 if you dont sit yo ass down. Good job on motivating me even though she Auto and left me an hour later at 4:00 because her baby got a fever. Thats ok because I got called off at 4:00 to do training for the Newbies on X-sell because our X-sell numbers are low. So that last hour flew by.

I gots to get to work on time. Why is that soo hard ? I guess just got in the habit of being late. Looking back on my time I can count on one hand how many times i have been on time within the last couple of months .I am on a written and if i dont make my adherance this month will be a final. Sup tries to help. He gave me some vitamins and told me to take them. They might be helping because I was on time this morning I had to be or he would be asking are u taking those vitamins? He wants me to do Lead duties when this other girl that does Lead on our team goes on maternity leave or to put in when a Supervisor position becomes available. I am not really interested in being a sup there though. I will do Lead duty to cover him when he out or whatever but thats about it. New positions will be coming available soon because they invested a lot of money in doing another center on the 18th floor and our 20th floor gets its own breakroom away from Bargain Network ghetto folks. They be soo doggone loud that I rather eat in my car sometimes .

Well baby is home I am kinda hungry and mouth is watering for that smothered chicken I made yesterday.

Peace Out !

Chrissy

Soo Sad

Today kicked off our annual jump and kill yourself event at my job. Not funny. However every year never fails someone decides to end their life at the tower where I work. Damn cant u just swallow some pills? Why would you wanna go that way? I know when i got to work I saw alot of ambulance trucks parked out front not knowing what they were there for I did find out about 12 that afternoon that ole dude had jumped off the roof and landed to the ground. What a way to go .A few of my co-workers that had seen the body said his leg had disjoined from the rest of his body. Last year there was this girl that jumped off the 17th floor and one of her legs disjoined from her body as well . Now that one I saw. It was the first time that I saw something soo horrific up close. I heard soo many stories on why she did this..you know how it can be with rumours. White people must think they can fly or something because I havent seen or heard about any black people jumping .You know by time 5 o clock hits the story been done changed 10 times. The social security office is in the same building I work and some say she was denied benefits so she decided to kill herself (yea I don’t know much about social security but they obvously ain’t no joke because people be looking too through when they come from that place. I only go there to get a replacement card which was once.) others say she was retarded and wanted to ride up to the 17th floor and wave to her father from there and she leaned too far and fell ..right in front of her daddy ..hot damn..now that is sad. RIP.

While walking to my bus stop today with two of my co-workers they got into a discussion about whether dude was going to heaven or not. I was always told if you kill yourself you not getting into heaven, but one of the guys said that that was not in the bible..i dont know about that..and depending on where he stood with God he still might get into heaven. But how good can your standings be if you jumping off a damn building and then he goes on to say he may have asked God for forgiveness before he jumped. I didnt agree with him but since I dont know THE BOOK as well as I would like to I didnt get into that with him I just let him ramble on talking out the side of his neck but later when I got home I thought true he may have asked God for forgiveness and I am sure God forgave him but that still does not mean he going to heavan..feel me ?

Chrissy

Played Hooky Today

Man I tried hard to not call in today but I did. We are on a point system at work in regards to when you leave early or miss work you receive points. You hit 15 points -you out tha door.So I finally got some points rolling off at work and I dont know how to act. I need to work the points down because I was at 14.0 points for a str8 month sitting there and couldnt even cough. Now I had a point roll off on Monday and put me at 13 and then on Tuesday Boo got off early so I left work early and we went shopping. I get them back to back soo Wednesday I had a 1/2 of point roll off that put me at 13.5 then I had 2 points roll off Thurs that put me at 11.5 and then I called in today so right back at 13.5 all because of Boo. That ceiling fan be blowing soo good and I be snuggled up under my favorite purple velvet comforter and Boo arms be wrapped tight around me and to me that puts me here—–>

Today we went and bought some household stuff . Ya know why are they building these dollar stores to look like grocery stores now. I was telling Boo today some of these dollar stores are way bigger than grocery stores now and when you go in there you cant find anything and there is not much thats a dollar. Well we went to this humongous dollar store on Hwy 6 today and everything was a dollar I couldnt get out of there with just the few things I needed and ended up spending close to 40 dollars there. From there went to Home Depot on seeing about building a privacy fence around our little yard so we went  to see how much it would cost us. Boo said he can build it himself so we shall see . Making improvements to a townhouse that aint even ours so I guess she can raise the rent when we move or better yet raise it on us if we renew which I love it here so I dont see why I wouldnt unless things go wrong on my job or his –God Forbid.

Also went back to Walmart to get the patio set for 88.00 dolllars that was a good deal that I couldnt pass up. I didnt think we would get the box in the car however Boo came up with the idea of taking everything out of the box in order to make it fit in the ride. DUH! And we set it up in the backyard and sat out there talking and enjoying the night..We have been having some gorgeous weather this past 2 days. Very windy and not hot and humid. I wish it would remain..

Trying to ween the dog off of milk and feeding it Science diet. He didnt eat much. He is scheduled to get his shots next weekend.

I am up cooking at 11.30 at night. Not really sleepy..Boo is passed out on the couch and Rocky is passed out on the floor next to him. I am making BBQ Pork Chops. I have made them before and they were pretty good….Tomorrow will probably watch the other movies that my co-worker borrowed me and may go get my daddy whom has not called me since Easter when I guess I pissed him off but I was still call him and see whats up…One Love..until next time

Chrissy

The Devil Made Me Do It

Wooooooooooooo—–Saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Ok I guess i needed to calm the hell down. I was kinda upset there…just a tad. I guess you can never know someone as well as you may think you know that person. Daddy said dont let ya guard down babygirl. He may be right.

I’m on alert.

We got our commission report on Friday and man oh man my check next week is going to be FAAAAAT!. My mouth damn near dropped to the damn floor when Michelle gave me my report. I cant wait to see that check. That will be the biggest check I ever cashed. Ed passed my cubicle on Friday and had said Christina your commission is off the chain. I was like oh really now..but I didnt imagine it would have been that cold. I think they showed the whole side of my center my report before I could even view it. I was like can I trade the check we got just now for the one that we get next week, because I could really use some of that right now..I mean really. I knew it was going to be nice because I have been having a EXTRA month. Even my supervisor looking at me like damn what ya selling over there. I am a good salesman errr I mean saleswoman —- I rock

I cant believe I havent done my income taxes yet. Every year I procrastinate and hardly ever make the deadline…oh well. I need to go pick up that 1040 EZ form so I can get that done. You would think I dont need the money by how long it actually takes me to mail it off. Not the case. Just my slow behind..It doesnt take me long to do it at all.

Havent heard from Auntie yet. I guess she still mad about me telling her to mind her business. I wasnt even mean about it though. I just told her I dont want to discuss that with you. Cant please ‘em all. I called her but she never home. She left me a message one day and wants me to call her at her girlfriends but I dont wanna call over there. Thats the same crazy lady that left us at the Chinese Buffet that she told me she wasnt gonna mess with no more. People makes me laugh sometimes. Try to give you advice on your relationship oh I wouldnt do that and hell no to this hell no to that and then start having problems in their own. ..Say men too much trouble but seem like them women drive you just as crazy if not crazier.

Baby upstairs changing the tile in the bathroom,because I didnt like that color tile they had in there. I am soo bored. I told baby to put on this Johnny Taylor and he got me reminiscing bought to fall asleep. “I believe in you…you believe in toooo.” Love that jam…. Baby tease me about being soo young luvin the blues… uh oh..”Will ya help me find a juke joint yeah..uptown cross the track” I love me some JT…Like just because he old he da only one that can like the blues. I guess I will go watch baby finish the bathroom upstairs or go lie down and finish my Carl Weber book So You Call Yourself A Man. Its good but not as good as Married Men was..Now that was a good book…Trying not to go to sleep yet because I got a taste for some chocolate tonite Baby say I’s wearing him out yet he stay ready…Got some dishes to do first . I hate dishes..Until next time..

Chrissy

A lot of Work

We were able to gain access to the townhome on Tuesday and lets just say it needed a lot of work, but we are almost done. I have shopped at Home Depot in one day more than I have ever shopped their in my entire life. Painting is hard work. Then I went back to the store to get the paint that I thought was Wedding White but turned out I actually had gotten Off White the first time and ya know paint cant be returned once you have them mix it. I thought I was going to go in that place and show my color but It was cool. All it took was a little, not much, insistance. Mgr was real cool about it so that was great.

I am soo ready for this month to be over with. Sometimes I wish I was that lady off of Bewitched that can just snap her fingers and wiggle her nose and everything is just magically fixed to her liking. I told Baby I wanted to move our stuff in this weekend. Why did I tell him that because now he is moving like Speedy Gonzalez in the new townhome and I am sitting her in the old apartment not able to catch up. I still have soo much left to pack and I am sitting her messing around on the computer….

In the old apartment I called the office for them to fix some stuff before we move out and they havent fixed it yet. I guess once they receive notice that you are moving out and receive your last month rent they dont give a damn about you. Probably planning on sending me a bill in the mail for it after I move out. Shitty apartments..

Talked to Amy yesterday. I didnt hear my cell ring because I didnt know the volume was turned down but it sounded when she left a message. I checked my message before calling her to hear her say ” I got fired today call me when you get this message . Bye.” Facial Expression was like and then and felt like That job is just not going to be the same without my little homie. How the fugg you gonna fire somebody for a fugging hold time. You fugging idiots. She didnt make her hold time for the month. This job and their dumb quotas. I have never worked at a job that had as many fugging quotas as this one.

They want us to be at 10 seconds hold time. Hell I didnt even make my fuggin hold time for this month. I was at 13 seconds. I was on a final written at the end of last year because my hold time was like 35 seconds. Then they put me on a overall final written which is something that my supervisor made up so he would not have to fire me. He asked me to be under 20 seconds hold time and he will let me make it with that.

Now….we have a new director. They moved the old director to another position. This is what everyone wanted. Me…I didnt like him but I been making it with him. I feel like this..The new director could be much worse and look havent even been there a whole week and she already fired my homegirl. She came over from CitiBank and you know CitiBank dont play when it come to service. Who’s to say I am not next. Just gotta put it in the Lords Hands. When one door closes the next one opens…..Until next time

Chrissy

On The Move

Gave my 60 day notice and February 28 2006 I am o-u-t- outta here. What is up with these apartments and their 60 day notices? So a 30 day notice is no longer suffice I guess. Oh well more time to save money I guess.

We decided we wanted a change and a bigger place and we came to the conclusion to move. We been here for going on 4 years and its cool and everything but we starting to pack mo shiit in here than a pack rat and its still stuff I wanna get like my fishy tank and still need to get another nightstand and that armoire to go with the bedroom suit we never went back and got. Think they will still have it ? You know it has been five years

I guess I will be cooking New Years I told my dad he could come over since we didnt do nothing for Christmas. He hasnt spoke to me all week. I guess when black folks dont need anything they dont call. Dats how it go. Ya know?

I bought my first slow cooker today. I have been wanting a crock pot for the longest just never bought one. You know, I had just told Baby that i wanted him to get me a crock pot this weekend and then my supervisor come give me a Walmart gift card for the highest quality for the month of Dec. YEAH!! I got a 89 last month and it pissed me the hell off cuz I hate gettin wrote up and I shot that score up to 98 this month. Thats whats up.

I dont know how I do it, but they must have only monitored the good calls this month. Thank God for that. That j is hard but when they give me attitude I just have to put on a big azz smile and sound cheerful as hell and I find thats what pisses them off cuz they want me to talk back to their azz. I dont play them games. Then at the end they wanna apologize. “Well I am sorry for being soo rude and they held a gun to my head and made me except this and I was drugged and on medication when they called me and I didnt really do this and it wasnt me and blahblah”. yeah right and whatever I cancelled your azz …now biotch get off my got damn line..you not going to help me make my commission this month so I dont wanna talk with you. CLICK! lol I wish. I try to talk to them all thru the call and butter them up to get the sale (me: so how’s the weather? *silence* ) (me: How are you doing today? *silence*) Them people dont wanna hear it because they know what you trying to do, but after I cancel them they wanna hold a damn conversation. I tried to relate with you all during the call yea yea whatever I know my name is pretty and no I dont really care if you granddaughter name is also Christina ( I get tired of hearing this ) WTF Off the wall shiit .
But yea I got the highest quality for the month of Dec so that job bought me a crock pot and some other junk. You know you cant just leave out of Walmart with one thing.

Well thats pretty much it for right now. Actually there is more that is bothering me but dont feel like gettin on my soapbox tonite. I’ll update later ..Until then

Chrissy

Sooo Sad

Well our Parakeet Snowie died today…May She R.I.P. … Well I am not an animal lover soo I really dont feel anything. Boo love animals and he gets all bombed about anyone passing. We have had soo many deaths this year I tell you. His oldest aunt passed away last month and I am surprised he didnt take it as hard as I thought he would.I basically just told him that since losing my brother and my mother I think my feelings are dead to death. When someone tells me “oh so and so passed” I am all like ..”oh really…sorry to hear that…so n e way” I dont think that I am heartless but you just move on. When my brother passed away in 2003 my world stopped. After losing my mother he was all I had left……dont want to go down that road of pain right now maybe another day…

Snowie was Boo bird..I swear he want to turn our home into a farm if he could  I love that big heart of his..its just funny how he try to be all hard and manly all the time and yet luv him some animals..but yea I had just got off the phone with him when I was on my last break and he called me not even 10 minutes later telling me “Baby I got some bad news “sounding all sad and stuff…I had the phone on speaker cuz I was at Amy desk and I didnt want anyone to see the phone to my ear…(no cell phone policy at work)…he like “Snowie died ” I was like “Are you serious?”..Wait a minute “Damn are you crying?”  Ohhh Shiit its not funny..then Amy stupid azz gonna bust out laffin so I had to hurry up and get the phone off speaker than I ran off the call center floor to talk to him. If he would have known she heard him he would have been p’d off at me. But he was like “Naw you just get attached to shiit when you feeding them everyday and thangs…you aint never fed her so you dont care” Yea I do..I care it is sad shiit we only had that damn bird for a few months. ..Then I get off the phone with him and go to my desk and Amy come rubbing on my back talking about “its gonna be okay…I just aint never seen no one get upset about a bird’ She stupid I swear…

It was raining soo freaking hard today and I sit by the window at work. I was gettin cursed out by this white biitch on the phone ..ignoring her.. while I looked at the cars tryin to ride thru the waters and getting stuck..*in my ear* “YOU BETTER GIVE ME MY MONEY BACK OR I AM CALLING THE ATTORNEY GENERAL” Betta??? I felt like telling that women I aint betta do shiit but stay black and die…I swear this job kills me….I am like shiit I need to be at home cuddled up wit my man. I love the rain, but that lightnening was frightening….the computers went off for a second and everybody was like “Yes” then it came back on and then its “No”  I had to be careful driving home today because my car aiint got no breaks in the rain. I got in my first wreck last week. Hit this mexican biitch from behind and was soo scared to get home and tell Boo and he surprised me and was like ” I am just glad that you are o.k.  Not his “Blue” He didnt even want to check out the damage first.

Boo did kinda piss me off though cuz when I got home he didnt know what to do with the bird I was like damn I thought you would have took care of that by the time I got home because hell I didnt know what to do with it either. I asked him “Baby if something happen to Sunday (my cat) what we gonna do with her ?” Damn if something happen to my cat I would be dev-a-sta-ted..Man that cat gets on my nerves but it would be quiet around here without her. …She like my baby and Yea now I know I was wrong for suggesting he throw it away. …Boo looked at me like he wanted to say damn biitch do you have a heart…I wonder about my heart sometimes…but hell we aint got no back yard ..soo we ended up burying it in the apartments by the pool… I was like the maintenance men gonna end up digging it up prolly n e way when they do the gardening but hey we tried  I just wonder what made her croak. Boo saying “Shiit I need to stay away from animals ..thats the second one that done croaked on me…

Until next time 

2 days in a row ..not bad

Other than me being my usual 20 minutes late for work ( I was knocked tha f*uck out , today was aiight. It just dragged and dragged and dragged until it could not drag no more.. This job is really racking my nerves, but I thank God for the job . Mr B gave me HIS LOOK today when he came in today and goes “uh-uh you need to change your schedule” Noooo I dont want tooo. Dont make me..I am soo sad I know it. He just worried about me getting fired over my adherance. Yea I know I need to adhere to my schedule. He suggested a 9 to 6 schedule but I like getting off at 5 pm I just hate coming in at 8 am. Yeah me gettin to work at 8:20 does seem like changing to 9 will be more beneficial to me, but its not the schedule its me. I do a 9 to 6 then I would be getting to work at 9:30. I just need to get to bed earlier, but I am a night owl. If it wasnt for the sup that I have boy I would have been sooo gone like “NEW MONICA”I need a new cell. I be gettin my messages like a day late and shiit. I want this bad boy right ‘chere That Nextel i870.

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BAM! I love this phone. My i730 is crap. I fell in love with this phone when my co-worker bought it to work a couple of weeks ago. They are really gettin to high-tech with these phones. It got a camera,video,mp3 player, and its blue-toothed enabled. Honestly I would be happy with my old phone if it wasnt soo crappy but its got to go. How can you get text messages 3 days later…. yeah okay..But yea I am soo tight with my money I cant see myself paying 400 dollars for a phone….no siree.Amy said she ordered one for me today because she so called got the hook up. I was like yea okay.. how much I owe you? She come back with dat slick shiit “how much you wanna owe me” Hey we girls so how about make it free. Black folks love free stuff dont we.  …75$ dollars is a steal…compared to 400.00 had to talk her lower though to 50$ cuz my azz is cheap..so we gonna see if she come thru on dat one .You know sometimes it pays to hang out with snakes..just joking…just dont get snaked . Its a cute azz phone though, but I know Baby gonna flip the hell out if he see me walking in da house with another phone. Everytime he turn around I got another phone. Folks be donating they phones to me or sumthin . Yea he gonna have a ton of questions…yea yea..Number one: He dont like for no one to give me iiish…and I dont either and Number 2 He dont like me gettin caught up in no shiit so I know where he coming from on that point. But we’ll see…

Monday down..Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday 2 go ..Until Next Time

Chrissy