Archive for April, 2006

25
Apr
06

Played Hooky Today

Man I tried hard to not call in today but I did. We are on a point system at work in regards to when you leave early or miss work you receive points. You hit 15 points -you out tha door.So I finally got some points rolling off at work and I dont know how to act. I need to work the points down because I was at 14.0 points for a str8 month sitting there and couldnt even cough. Now I had a point roll off on Monday and put me at 13 and then on Tuesday Boo got off early so I left work early and we went shopping. I get them back to back soo Wednesday I had a 1/2 of point roll off that put me at 13.5 then I had 2 points roll off Thurs that put me at 11.5 and then I called in today so right back at 13.5 all because of Boo. That ceiling fan be blowing soo good and I be snuggled up under my favorite purple velvet comforter and Boo arms be wrapped tight around me and to me that puts me here—–>

Today we went and bought some household stuff . Ya know why are they building these dollar stores to look like grocery stores now. I was telling Boo today some of these dollar stores are way bigger than grocery stores now and when you go in there you cant find anything and there is not much thats a dollar. Well we went to this humongous dollar store on Hwy 6 today and everything was a dollar I couldnt get out of there with just the few things I needed and ended up spending close to 40 dollars there. From there went to Home Depot on seeing about building a privacy fence around our little yard so we went  to see how much it would cost us. Boo said he can build it himself so we shall see . Making improvements to a townhouse that aint even ours so I guess she can raise the rent when we move or better yet raise it on us if we renew which I love it here so I dont see why I wouldnt unless things go wrong on my job or his –God Forbid.

Also went back to Walmart to get the patio set for 88.00 dolllars that was a good deal that I couldnt pass up. I didnt think we would get the box in the car however Boo came up with the idea of taking everything out of the box in order to make it fit in the ride. DUH! And we set it up in the backyard and sat out there talking and enjoying the night..We have been having some gorgeous weather this past 2 days. Very windy and not hot and humid. I wish it would remain..

Trying to ween the dog off of milk and feeding it Science diet. He didnt eat much. He is scheduled to get his shots next weekend.

I am up cooking at 11.30 at night. Not really sleepy..Boo is passed out on the couch and Rocky is passed out on the floor next to him. I am making BBQ Pork Chops. I have made them before and they were pretty good….Tomorrow will probably watch the other movies that my co-worker borrowed me and may go get my daddy whom has not called me since Easter when I guess I pissed him off but I was still call him and see whats up…One Love..until next time

Chrissy

25
Apr
06

Today was one of my good days

Today was a good day

Snuggles up with Boo lastnite and Watched Saw I and Saw II. Saw I was a bit weird at first then it got kinda stupid then it started getting good then the end confused me Saw II was good. I was not expecting at all for the girl from Saw I to be behind the madness at the end. My co-worker bought me War Of the Worlds and some horse movie with Dakota Fanning today because I told her that I liked her as an actor. Boo goes tell ya co-worker to stop bringing you those movies because we can get our own damn movies. Whut-Ever!

Boo got off early today so I left early today and we ended up going shopping something he normally doesnt do with me. I am a shopaholic and any other time he refuses to go with me but today we went into soo many stores that he tired the shopaholic out and had me crying to go home We were looking for a new Entertainment center because the one we have is cool to me but its kinda of cracked. When we moved him and my dad had dropped it and it will do but ya know when money burns a hole in your pocket you will figure out anything to spend it on. We found a nice one at Wallmart for a little over 100 but I think that its going to be too big and will cause me to have to find another place for my computer desk which I can do but Boo say he likes it where it is. We went to SuperTarget and they have some nice iish but more than we wanted to spend and went to a couple of furniture stores and found one that will probably work but I was the smart one and was like lets go home think about it and if we still want it we will come back and get it later on in the week. Also found a patio set for 88.00 dollars at Walmart that I liked to put in the backyard might have to go back for that joker as well….that was a damn good deal on that After all that shopping ended up with a couple of toys for the dog and I bought a black shag rug to go by the front door and some Timmy Chans so I wouldnt have to cook.Oh and the dog has been sleeping a full night without whining. Boo ran into a lady at the store that told him to put some socks in his crate to remind him of his littermates and some of Boo clothes so he can smell his scent and to put a clock under a pillow which reminds him of his mothers heartbeat and my gosh it worked )

I still fill as if I am going thru the motions at this point with a wait and see attitude in regards to my relationship with Boo because I really dont know whats going to happen. I have forgiven him but am still cautious.   We shall see…until next time

Chrissy

23
Apr
06

Rocky Is Here.

Finally got his Rottweiler. As much as I hate dogs I love this one I think it has a lot to do with half of my money going towards the little pup so ya know when you buy something you value it more.

How did I know he was going to be soo indecisive on choosing one. When I called the man I asked how many do you have. He said 9. Good Lawd I was hoping he said 2 and even with 2 it would have been a hard decision for him
Went a little like this for an hour.

Me: Ok which one you like Boo?
Boo: I dont know which one you like?
Me: They all look the same to me.
Boo: I want one thats going to be big
Me: Ok well this one is the biggest one..get this one.
Boo: Its a boy. I want a girl.
Me: Ok Well this is the biggest girl..choose this one.
Boo: Yea but should I get the boy..it is bigger.
Me: Ok go ahead and get the boy then.
Boo: But I want a girl
Me: Cool then get the girl and lets go.
Boo: Which one do you like.
Me : It dont matter to me you the one that wants the dog. Whichever one is fine as long as you are happy with it.
Boo: But its gonna be your dog too so I want you to choose.
Me: Ok get the boy then he is cute and he is the biggest.
Boo: Ok.
*he pays the man*
Boo: Well let me look at them again side by side
*takes the boy and the girl out of the room of puppies and goes back and forth again about which one he should get*

Finally he walks out with the boy and now a day later he is saying he should have got the girl because he dont get along with boy dogs. I was reading on the net how boy rottweilers are more agressive than females now he wants to return it for the girl. I’m like I dont think it works that way. I am indecisive too but after soo long I am like ok lets get it n go. We are like that with everything. Everytime we go pick out furniture together its never choose and go. Its always such a chore because he dont know what he wants and I dont know what I want but we want both of us to be happy and agree with whatever we choose.

And this little joker to be only a month old is already feisty. I am like ya sure this Rottweiler is not going to grow up and eat us..shiit. Already fighting back and trying to bite and barely got any teeth. I think we should have got the girl too. We had a girl Rottweiler named Racquel ( I named her) and I didnt want her either but I grew to like. Baby always has to convince me on the dog issue and then when I give in I start liking them. I think deep down inside I am a dog lover. I had dogs all through childhood because my mama loved them so we always kept one until they ran away or we gave them away. But anyway Raquel was a sweet dog. I really did miss her when she passed. I think this one is going to be more agressive than Raquel though.

We supposed to be watching the movies today. We started watching Saw last night at around 11 it started off kinda weird, but Boo ended up falling asleep on the movie and I know he was tired because usually I am like ok I am about to turn it off because you falling asleep and he will wake up and be like no I am watching . Last nite I go I am turning it off lets go upstairs and go to sleep. He goes OK. Between dealing with that dog and cleaning up last nite we were both tired.

Oh yea and we got a new parakeet last weekend..actually two , a girl and a boy. Baby chose the girl and named her Snuey after Snowie our last parakeet and I got the boy and named him Bluedo. Mine makes a lot of noise and Boo bird dont ever speak so first I was like maybe it needs to adjust to its new cage but by now the bird should be chirping so I dont know.

Last night I didnt get any sleep because he must have whined alnight in that crate until Boo finally took him out and put the dog in the bed with us. I was like that dog better not pee or shiit on my new sheets or it is on. But he didnt. I dont think.

Ok thats all folks..until next time

Chrissy

20
Apr
06

TGIF

T.G.I.F ..well not quite but hell we almost there.

Nothing much going on but just felt like writing. Just got off the phone with my co-worker who wants to bring me some movies. She raved about King Kong earlier this week and said she was going to bring it to me on Friday and true to her word she didnt forget. I didnt even ask her to bring it to me she just offered. I love when people stay true to the word. It gives me a nice feeling . Yea its a small thing but I have been let down soo much in life I think I am just surprise when people follow through with what they say however small. Usually people say they are going to do something..I am like yea ok thats nice and then I forget about it .But anywhoo she called to ask if I wanted her to bring any others so she is bringing me Saw I and Saw II ..never heard of those either like I told her I cannot remember the last time I caught a movie.

I have not spoken to Amy in ages. It seems since she got fired we have kinda grown apart. She always call me at a bad time and when I call her she has to let me go and never call back. I text her she dont text me back but I dont sweat it, but shiit she always talking about somebody using her azz and I am on her cell phone plan and I kinda feel funny like I am using her for her cell phone now since we dont speak now. Boo say I am not using her its just business. Yea but I dont know she might feel like I am just using her for the phone now …who knows…but I hardly ever use the cell and to be honest its convenient but I can do without it because I am not much of a phone person. I am grateful for the phone but I didnt originally want it but when everybody was jumping on the Nextel bandwagon she begged me to get one with her ..no lie..I can just as easily go back to prepaid. Cingular has the best plan however I liked it better when It was ATT Go Phone.

My Aunt P left a message on my cell yesterday if I would help her pack this weekend. I would however I think I am turning into a hermit because I really dont like to leave my house on the weekend… but true. I might go help her even though when I asked her to help us move she said she would but left for Dallas the weekend we moved. That sucked.

I think I am going to turn in early tonite. Having a lot on my mind lately…until next time

Chrissy

19
Apr
06

Easter Was Great!

Nothing much going on ..same o same o…Easter was planning on staying home and not do too much however Daddy called us while we were at the car wash doing our regular weekend routine of washing the car for the week and invited us over to my uncle house who was cooking. I told him I would let him know ..wasnt feeling it but Boo wanted to go so we went.

After washing the car, we ended up heading back to the house to get ready to go to my Dads, Boo gave me another Easter Bunny this year to add to my collection of the other 3 that I have.Was not really expecting anything for Easter however after washing the car in the hot heat ..went to take another shower..came downstairs and there was a Easter Bunny, card, candy, and bath/shower gel/lotion set on the coffee table…was a pleasant surprise. I think its kinda cute that he gives me an Easter gift..first I though it was kinda childish but now I like it..I started thinking how I never bought him a Easter gift so I ended up buying him a yellow and white collar t-shirt…all in the Easter spirit He looks good in yellow….

Had a surprising great time visiting my Daddy. I hardly ever go over there to visit. Usually just stop by and scoop my Dad up and head back to our house or go somewhere else. My Dad lives with his brother and brother lady friend. The reason I hardly ever go over there is because they are all drinkers. My Dad is cool with me when he drinks however my Uncle lady friend is a trip. She will curse you out in a minute and likes to hug all on you–get touchy feely– telling you all her problems with the alcohol breath in my face telling me how beautiful I am but she was str8 this time. We sat there and talked . This lady is like 81 years old and looks good for her age even after being an alcoholic and it was interesting hearing about some of the things that she has gone through. She’s always asking me to invite her over the next time we come pick up my father and I might just do that.

I hate that me and my Dad ended up getting into it though. I dont know how did we get on the subject…. *pauses to think* …okay well we were listening to some music and drinking and my Dad had put in one of the Whitney Houston classics so of course we started in on her –discussing her being on them drugs and then… *thinking*…. okaaay but I have no idea I dont recall how the conversation got around to my Dad …anyway she was telling me that my Dad was on his last leg at his job for going to work drunk… and of course I got overly excited and got to nagging how he was going to lose his job when it took him forever to find this one after getting fired from the last one for a similar situation….pretty much the night turned sour from there because she also brought up the fact that my Dad was still doing drugs and of course he denied it and got mad because I believed her and got soo upset about it that he ended up walking out the house and not coming back into the house until Boo went outside to talk to him..guilty..guilty..guilty..I know that shiit is true because I havent been hearing from my Dad lately. Usually he will call on the weekends and have me and Boo pick him up on at least one weekend out of the month but when he is doing bad he seems to avoid me like the plague. All I can do is put in the Lords Hands . Ya know cant let it worry me but I cant help but worry about my Daddy..Daddy’s Little Girl right here…so I guess we not on speaking terms right now..Even though Boo convinced him to come back into the house I was soo disappointed that I pretty much was quiet for the rest of the evening until time to go . When he walked us outside I was just going to give him a hug and say goodnite however he just HAD to bring it up again..”Baby she lying ..she always starting trouble”I dont know I just didnt believe him so he walked away from me yet again I was like fcuk it and got in the car..Boo was like naw ya’ll dont need to be ending the night like this..lemme go talk to him again..so he got out the car and Dad came to the car..this time it was my fault..he study want to tell me he aint doing that shiit and I wasnt tryna hear it so he walked away yet again

I should have just let him say what he had to say and zip my damn lips but ya know my mouth has always gotten the best of me… I love him and he says he can take care of hisself so what can I say. I am not the parent..

Everything else is going okay ..I dont know why but I feel like something major is going down soon. I am on edge. I dont know what to do but pray. Something I dont do enough off…until next time

Chrissy

12
Apr
06

What Am I Doing?

Dont really know what I am doing just trying to stay afloat…which is not a good thing, but I will soon figure it all out .

Went to Maxwell’s Club on Saturday

….….….

Can u believe I actually had a good time? Yea!!! I did. I did. I enjoyed myself. No drama at all…just a really good time.

Walked into the club ..looking fierce …and I had a feeling that it was 25 and up and lo and behold it was…peeped the sign they had posted in the front ….DAMN…but looked at boo, he looked at me ..still went for it. Dude stamped my hand and just walked off. For a minute I thought I would be embarrassed… Wanna go back there but afraid next time I wont be soo lucky to get in. That club was soo laid back..had a good time…Was comfortable enuff to dance and didnt have to have a drink to do so….was just naturally high and had a good time. I luv them old folks club. Not saying I wanna rush and be 25 when I just turned 24 but ya know damn I like that place )

Why did this girl try to holla at me at the club?? I started to take her damn number and give that motherfuckr something to be mad about ..just for giggles…ha…

Black face been breaking out really bad. I think its from ingrown hairs or whatever, but I done bought every freaking contraption for the face under the sun and nothing is getting rid of it. His face looks really bad and you know that pretty boy dont like that I met him that was one of the things I liked about him was his pretty sexy chocolate brown skin.

I had broke out real bad last year too but my face has cleared up and he broke out right after me and his face has not. When we broke out around the same time I told him folks gone think we got something because we both looking contagious, but luckily I got that shiit off my face

..I dont know why I told him they look like lesions now I got his azz skurred. Finally got him to go to the doctor tomorrow to see about his face and he says he is going to take an AIDS test. I got him worried. Shiit I aint tryna worry you because I been fukking with ya for 6 years so if you got AIDS I am pretty sure my azz got it too by now. Just stating the facts. Seriously doubt it but I always get nervous at the thought of getting an AIDS test. I think everyone does even if you know you been protective. Thats a killer and definitely not a good way to go. Had a cousin die from AIDS.

We shall see.

Auntie called me yesterday to tell me she just got back from Cali and it was nice. Little Cousin Danni Poo dating a white guy now …Whatever floats your boat if you like em I love him. Told me Danielle(God I hate that name now!..anyways)had gotten bigger. She had told us that she was now 230, but Auntie say she wears it well with no stomach all azz…. I was in shock about that because I knew she was doing some modeling in LA but shiit its in the food because everybody is getting thick. Them damn hormones they injecting into the food is killing us all. Why did I cook some chicken legs the other day that was huge as all get out. I thought they were turkey wangs and refused to eat them..that shiit is not normal…oh well…I am going to lay it down..try to not be soo addicted to the computer..but its hard as all get out…until next time

Chrissy

07
Apr
06

Are All Men Really Dogs?

Whats done in the dark will surely come to light…..

I really dont know what to say, because what I thought was not possible was very possible. Daddy say dont put all your trust in one man and thats exactly what I did. Thought I had the perfect man and I didnt. Thought he could do no wrong and he did. Never would I have thought he would betray me and after 6 years decided to prove me wrong.

I THOUGHT I HAD MY THANG ON A STRANG….but I didnt.

Surprisingly I dont feel as heartbroken as I should which leaves me wondering if its really love or just pretending . Going thru the motions, got comfortable. Dont we all. Feel more so as though I am losing my bestfriend than the love of my life. What I stated I would never put up with found myself wanting to put up with. I have always stated you will never know how you are going to act in a situation until it happens to you.

Is he sorry? I dont believe his is.

Do I really wanna put up with the drama of wondering, not knowing, not trusting? I dont think I do.

Lies.Lies.Lies. And More Lies. Is all that I am getting. So I stopped asking questions.

Unhappiness with yourself but you think its me.

Stated last night , For the first time I can see how people get strung on crack. Its like you soo low and want to be lower.
Looked as if he wanted to kill me after I stated that, but thats how I felt.

I already have an addict mentality which I am sure I got from my father. I am like my father more ways than I care to admit. I love my father to death but he is weak. Not strong like my mother. I wish I was more like her. Is it possible to inherit an addict mentality? Thats a good question.

God give me strength to get me thru…Until Next Time…

Chrissy




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