I’m a stalker.
Is there anyone’s m.y.s.p.a.c.e. that you stalk on a regular basis?
I was going through my regular rounds hitting all the websites I visit on a daily and I was just paying attention to some of my bad habits.
Why do I have to visit his babymothers page everrrrrrrrryday?
My boyfriend calls me a private detective because I seem to have a way of finding out whatever information I need to. I am just soo nosey.
I found her page back when she first starting calling the boyfriend. All I had was her nickname and I still found that page. I wanted to know what she looked liked (oh nothing special) but more importantly I wanted to see what his son was like. Alright looking kid. Resemblances the boyfriend a lot with some of his mothers looks sprinkled in for affect .
But I’m like now, I know what she + the kid looks like so why do I still need to visit her site. I mean its not like she ever updates the thing anyway. Mental note to self…..STOP!
When me and the boyfriend first starting talking and he was sweating me real hard, he had a couple of chicken head friends he was conversing with. I was trying hard to brush him off even tho I was feeling him. I was afraid of getting in another relationship. Afraid of being hurt again.
I would tell him to talk to other girls and stop devoting soo much of his time with me because it wasn’t happening. I was talking to other people so I wanted him to understand that I was not trying to get into no more bad heart ache relationships because I felt like I would die if I got hurt again.
Eventually he listened and developed a friendship with some high school chicken head named Kha.ila in an attempt to get me jealous. He came to my house one day when I made him set up a myspace page (I ended up hating I did lol) so he could be my friend. He called ole girl because he wanted to see what her page looked like since they had never met. He said she was ugly by the way hehe.
Why have I been checking her page every since? It’s been almost two years since me and him first got together and I am still checking her page when he stopped talking to her at the same time we finally got together.
Not to mention she made her page private and I still check.
Her page has kinda become like a soap opera to me. My space is kinda like that because people put soo much into their lives on those pages they just don’t know how much of themselves they are giving away.
She has like moved to another city, in college, with some cheater dude who got her pregnant now.
He told me once that she was his second choice if I had never come around. I guess he would be on baby number 3 with her if he had got with her tho.
But yea I probably will forever stalk these 2 pages now . I don’t think I will stop. I am just too obsessed now with it.
I’ll probably stay tuned to the babymomma page just to see if she will ever post new pictures ..*boring*
Yea I’m pitiful.