Hello 2009….and I’m still f ‘ing lazy.

I think about this blog everyday just been to busy yea right I mean too lazy to update it and I am online everyday. Crazy I know.

Christmas was b-o-r-i-n-g. I get soo depressed around that time. I just feel that my so called family should call me up and invite me or something knowing that all my immediate family is dead and gone ya know but oh well here is to 2009 and not giving a damn. Family…what family? They is forgotten.

My boo gets soo mad when I tell him that I am in this world alone because he looks at me like “what the hell am I ..chopped liver?” haha I love that man but I can’t depend on any man to be there for me forever and ever and ever because that shit is for the birds. I thought my ex would be down for me forever until his ass decided to cheat on me. Never thought it would happen even tho I accused him all of the time I still never thought it would happen. Yea if me and my man broke up today it would just be “me, myself, and I . Thats all I got.”

Props to my baby trying to make that day xtra xtra special for me tho. He bought me an Ipod 8GB . Ain’t it purty.  I been bugging him about a zune for the longest but who has 250 to just throw around on music so I told him I would  just settle for the zune that was like 149 turned out they were out because he went to buy it last minute so he gots me a nano. I didn’t know how freakin small this things were for real. I am such a cheapo how about when he gave it to me and I found out how much it was I was all like “take it back, take it back” haha . I didn’t see how he could possibly have gotten his moneys worth seeing how small it was but he was like girl stop tripping. Yea must be nice to have a cheap girlfriend. I am from Texas so we like everything big here. They trying to make everything soo small these days. I was like man this thang soo small Imma break it for real and then I didn’t like how you had to turn the wheel in order to select the song. I kept turning the damn wheel too much and it kept passin stuff up when I was trying to figure out how to work it. I had to sit it down for a couple of days and then I picked up back up again and quickly got the hang of it. My baby was like yea you was trippin I knew you would like it. Me and technology I am not hip I guess.

Really didn’t think I would be gettin anything because money is tight. I really don’t know how money is tight seeing how we not paying rent??? I am confused on that one for real. And I no you told me not to spend the money nodaysoff but ya girl needs a car. I am tired of being on public transportation for real so I am really thinking I need to take this opportunity to buy me a vehicle . It is hard gettin around Houston without a car. I may regret not taking your advice tho.

Other than that everything still the same. New Years we didn’t do anything. I am soo fed up with these holidays. Happy they are over for real I am . I didnt eat no turkey,dressing,ham,potato salad, yams, greens, broccoli cheese n rice, sweet potato pie, pecan pie, pound cake, german chocolate cake at all this year lol I named all that out to my boyfriend he said got damned and I was like yea my ex-family does it big.

Good news is I am still sticking with my diet no not a diet my new lifestyle and have lost 17 lbs in all without gaining a lick of it back. Trust me your girl still has a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooog ways to go still LMAO but just takin it 1 lb at a time thats all I can do. Stick around I might show u guys my before and after at the end of this year and blow you guys away. Tired of being fat man.

Have a happy new year!!! Yea I know I am late but better late than neva.